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Chapter One
My great-grandfather was Sam Morgan Holland, a drover who trailed cows up the Chisholm
from San Antonio to Kansas. Most of his life Great-grandpa Sam fought whiskey and Indians
and cow thieves and with some regularity watched gully washers or dry lightning spook his
herds over half of Oklahoma Territory.
Whether it was because of busthead whiskey or just the bad luck to have lost everything he
ever worked for, he railed at God and the human race for years and shot five or six men in
gun duels. Then one morning, cold sober, he hung his chaps and clothes and Navy Colt
revolvers on a tree and was baptized by immersion in the Guadalupe River. But
Great-grandpa Sam found no peace. He sat each Sunday on the mourners' bench at the front
of the congregation in a mud-chinked Baptist church, filled with an unrelieved misery he
couldn't explain. One month later he decided to ride to San Antonio and kill his desire
for whiskey in the only way he knew, and that was to drink until he murdered all the
warring voices inside his head.
On the trail he met a hollow-eyed preacher whose face had been branded with red-hot
horseshoes by Comanches north of the Cimarron. The preacher made Sam kneel with him in a
brush arbor, then unexpectedly grasped Sam's head in his hands and ordained him. Without
speaking again he propped his Bible against Sam's rolled slicker and disappeared over a
hill into a dust cloud and left no tracks on the other side.
For the rest of his life, Great-grandpa Sam preached out of the saddle in the same cow
camps his herds had trampled into shredded canvas and splintered wagon boards when he was
a drover.
His son, Hackberry, who was also known in our family as Grandpa Big Bud, was a Texas
Ranger who chased Pancho Villa into Old Mexico. As a young lawman he locked John Wesley
Hardin in the county jail and was still wearing a badge decades later when he stuffed
Clyde Barrow headfirst down a trash can in a part of Dallas once known as "The
Bog."
But Grandpa Big Bud always made sure you knew he was not at Arcadia, Louisiana, when
Bonnie Parker and Clyde were trapped inside their car by Texas Rangers and sawed apart
with Browning automatic rifles and Thompson .45 submachine guns.
"You don't figure they had it coming?" I once asked him.
"People forget they wasn't much more than kids. You cain't take a kid down without
shooting him a hundred times, you're a pisspoor Ranger in my view," he said.
My grandfather and his father were both violent men. Their eyes were possessed of a
peculiar unfocused light that soldiers call the thousand-yard stare, and the ghosts of the
men they had killed visited them in their sleep and stood in attendance by their
deathbeds. When I was a young police officer in Houston, I swore their legacy would never
be mine.
But if there are drunkards in your family, the chances are you will drink from the same
cup as they. The war that can flare in your breast with each dawn doesn't always have to
come from a charcoal-lined barrel.
I lived alone in a three-story late-Victorian house built of purple brick, twenty miles
from the little town of Deaf Smith, the county seat. The house had a second-story veranda
and a wide, screened-in gallery, the woodwork painted a gleaming white. The front and back
yards were enclosed by poplar trees and myrtle bushes and the flower beds planted with red
and yellow roses.
I made sun tea in big jars on the gallery, grilled steaks for friends under the chinaberry
tree in the backyard, and sometimes cane-fished with a bunch of Mexican children in the
two-acre tank, or lake, at the back of my farm. But at night my footsteps rang
off the oak and mahogany woodwork inside my house like stones dropped down an empty well.
The ghosts of my ancestors did not visit me. The ghost of another man did. His name was
L.Q. Navarro. In life he was the most handsome man I ever knew, with jet black hair and
wide shoulders and skin as brown and smooth as newly dyed leather. When he appeared to me
he wore the clothes he had died in, a dark pinstriped suit and dusty boots, a floppy gray
Stetson, a white shirt that glowed like electrified snow. His hand-tooled gunbelt and
holstered revolver hung on his thigh like a silly afterthought. Through the top
buttonhole of his shirt he had inserted the stem of a scarlet rose.
Sometimes he disappeared into sunlight, his form breaking into millions of golden
particles. At other times I did pro bono work on hopeless defenses, and my spectral
visitor declared a temporary amnesty and waited patiently each night by himself among the
mesquite trees and blackjack oaks on a distant hillside.
The phone rang at 10 A.M. on a Sunday morning in April.
"They got my boy in the jailhouse. I want him out," the voice said.
"Is that you, Vernon?"
"No, it's the nigger in the woodpile."
Vernon Smothers, the worst business mistake in my life. He farmed seventy acres of my land
on shares, and I had reached a point where I was almost willing to pay him not to come to
work.
"What's he charged with?" I asked.
I could hear Vernon chewing on something --- a piece of hard candy, perhaps. I could
almost see the knotted thoughts in his eyes as he looked for the trap he always found in
other people's words.
"Vernon?"
"He was drunk again. Down by the river."
"Call a bondsman."
"They made up some lies . . . They're saying he raped a girl down there."
"Where's the girl?"
"At the hospital. She ain't conscious so she cain't say who done it. That
means they ain't got no case. Ain't that right?"
"I want a promise from you . . . If I get him out, don't you dare put your hand on
him."
"How about you just mind your own goddamn business, then?" he said, and hung up.
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The county courthouse was built of sandstone, surrounded by a high-banked green lawn and
live-oak trees whose tops touched the third story. The jailer was named Harley Sweet and
his mouth always hung partly open while you spoke, as though he were patiently trying to
understand your train of thought. But he was not an understanding man. When he was a
deputy sheriff, many black and Mexican men in his custody never reached the jail. Nor
thereafter did they stay on the same sidewalk as he when they saw him coming in their
direction.
"You want to see Lucas Smothers, do you? We feed at twelve-thirty. Better come back
after then," he said. He slapped a fly on his desk with a horse quirt. He looked at
me, slack-jawed, his eyes indolent, waiting God knows for what.
"If that's the way you want it, Harley. But from this moment on, he'd better not be
questioned unless I'm present."
"You're representing him?"
"That's correct."
He got up from his desk, opened a door with a frosted glass window in it, and went inside
an adjoining office. He came back with a handful of Polaroid pictures and dropped them on
his desk.
"Check out the artwork. That's what she looked like when he got finished with her.
She had semen in her vagina and he had it inside his britches. She had skin under her
fingernails and he has scratches on his body. I cain't imagine what the lab will say. You
can really pick your cases, Billy Bob," he said.
"Where was she?"
"Thirty yards from where he was passed out." He started to drink out of his
coffee cup, then set it back down. His silver snap-button cowboy shirt shimmered with
light. "Oh hell, you want to spend your Sunday morning with a kid cain't tell the
difference between shit and bean dip, I'll call upstairs. You know where the elevator's
at."
When other boys in high school played baseball or ran track Lucas Smothers played the
guitar. Then the mandolin, banjo, and Dobro. He hung in black nightclubs, went to camp
meetings just for the music, and ran away from home to hear Bill Monroe in Wichita,
Kansas. He could tell you almost any detail about the careers of country musicians whose
names belonged to a working-class era in America's musical history that had disappeared
with five-cent Wurlitzer jukeboxes --- Hank and Lefty, Kitty Wells, Bob Wills, the Light
Crust Dough Boys, Rose Maddox, Patsy Montana, Moon Mullican, Texas Ruby.
His hands were a miracle to watch on a stringed instrument. But in his father's eyes,
they, like Lucas himself, were not good for anything of value.
When he was sixteen Vernon caught him playing triple-neck steel in a beer joint in
Lampasas and beat him so unmercifully with a razor strop in the front yard that a passing
truck driver climbed out of his cab and pinned Vernon's arms to his sides until the boy
could run next door.
Lucas sat shirtless in blue jeans and a pair of scuffed cowboy boots on the edge of a bunk
in a narrow cell layered with jailhouse graffiti. His face was gray with hangover and
fear, his reddish blond hair spongy with sweat. His snap-button western shirt lay at his
feet. It had blue-and-white checks in it, and white cloth in the shoulders with tiny gold
trumpets stitched in it. He had paid forty dollars for the shirt when he had first joined
the band at Shorty's.
"How you feel?" I asked, after the turnkey locked the solid iron door behind me.
"Not too good." His wrists were thick, his wide hands cupped on top of his
knees. "They tell you about the girl . . . I mean, like how's she doing?"
"She's in bad shape, Lucas. What happened?"
"I don't know. We left Shorty's, you know, that joint on the river. We was kind of
making out in my truck . . . I remember taking off my britches, then I don't remember
nothing else."
I sat down next to him on the bunk. It was made of cast iron and suspended from the wall
by chains. A thin mattress covered with brown and yellow stains fit inside the rectangular
rim. I picked up his hands in mine and turned them over, then pressed my thumb along his
finger joints, all the time watching for a flinch in his face.
"A lady's going to come here this afternoon to photograph your hands. In the meantime
don't you do anything to bruise them," I said. "Who's the girl?"
"Her name's Roseanne. That's all she told me. She come in with a mess of other
people. They run off and left her and then her and me got to knocking back shots. I
wouldn't rape nobody, Mr. Holland. I wouldn't beat up a girl, either," he said.
"How do you know?"
"Sir?"
"You don't remember what you did, Lucas . . . Look at me. Don't sign anything, don't
answer any of their questions, don't make a statement, no matter what they promise you.
You with me?"
"My father got you to come down here?"
"Not exactly."
His blue eyes lingered on mine. They were bloodshot and full of pain, but I could see them
trying to reach inside my mind.
"You need a friend. We all do at one time or another," I said.
"I ain't smart but I ain't stupid, either, Mr. Holland. I know about you and my
mother. I don't study on it. It ain't no big deal to me."
I stood up from the bunk and looked out the window. Down the street people were coming out
of a brick church with a white steeple, and seeds from cottonwood trees were blowing in
the wind and I could smell chicken frying in the back of a restaurant.
"You want me to represent you?" I said.
"Yes, sir, I'd sure appreciate it."
He stared emptily at the floor and didn't look up again.
I stopped at Harley's office downstairs.
"I'll be back for his arraignment," I said.
"Why'd he have to beat the shit out of her?"
"He didn't."
"I guess he didn't top her, either. She probably artificially inseminated
herself."
"Why don't you shut up, Harley?"
He rubbed his chin with the ball of his thumb, a smile at the corner of his mouth, his
eyes wandering indolently over my face.
Outside, as I got into my Avalon, I saw him crossing the courthouse lawn toward me, the
sunlight through the trees freckling on his face. I closed my car door and waited. He
leaned one arm on the roof, a dark loop of sweat under his armpit, and smiled down at me,
his words gathering in his mouth.
"You sure know how to stick it up a fellow's snout, Billy Bob. I'll surely give you
that, yessir. But at least I ain't killed my best friend and I don't know anybody else who
has. Have a good day," he said.
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Chapter Two
Lucas's arraignment was at eleven Monday morning. At 8 A.M. I met a sheriff's deputy at
the courthouse and rode with her in her cruiser to the spot on the river where Lucas and
the girl from Shorty's had been found.
The deputy's name was Mary Beth Sweeney. She wore a tan uniform, with a lead-colored
stripe down the side of each trouser leg, and a campaign hat that slanted over her brow.
Her face was powdered with pale brown freckles and her dark brown hair hung in curls to
her shoulders. She was new to the department and seemed to have little interest in either
me or her assignment.
"Were you a law officer somewhere else?" I asked.
"CID in the army."
"You didn't want to work for the feds after you got out?" I said.
She raised her eyebrows and didn't answer. We passed Shorty's, a ramshackle club built on
pilings over the water, then pulled into an old picnic area that had gone to seed among a
grove of pine trees. Yellow crime scene tape was stretched in the shape of a broken
octagon around the tree trunks.
"You responded to the 911?" I said.
"I was the second unit to arrive."
"I see."
I got out of the cruiser and stepped under the yellow tape. But she didn't follow me.
"Where was the girl?" I said.
"Down there in those bushes by the water."
"Undressed?"
"Her clothes were strewn around the ground."
"On the ground by her?" I said.
"That's right."
The soil in the clearing was damp and shady, and tire tracks were stenciled across the
pine needles that had fallen from the trees.
"And Lucas was in his truck, passed out? About here?" I said.
"Yes, sir."
"You don't have to call me 'sir.' "
I walked down to the riverbank. The water was green and deep, and cottonwood seeds swirled
in eddies on top of the current.
"You know, I never heard of a rapist being arrested because he was too drunk to flee
the crime scene," I said.
But the deputy didn't answer me. The ground among the bushes was crisscrossed with dozens
of footprints. I walked back to where Lucas's truck had been parked. Mary Beth Sweeney
still stood outside the crime scene tape, her hands in her back pockets. Her arms looked
strong, her stomach flat under her breasts. Her black gunbelt was polished and glinted
with tiny lights.
"This is quite a puzzle," I said.
"The sheriff just told me to give you the tour, Mr. Holland."
She put on a pair of dark green aviator's sunglasses and looked at the river.
"Did Lucas attack her in his truck, then pass out? Or did he attack her in the brush
and walk back to his truck, have a few more drinks and then pass out?" I said.
"You don't have an opinion?"
"I'll drive you back to your car if you're ready," she said
"Why not?" I said.
We drove through rolling fields that were thick with bluebonnets and buttercups, then
crossed a rusted iron bridge over the river. The river's bottom was soap rock, and deep in
the current you could see the gray, moss-covered tops of boulders and the shadows they
made in the current.
"You're pleading your man innocent?" she said.
"You bet . . . You think I'm firing in the well?"
"I just wondered," she said, and didn't speak again until we pulled into the
shade of the live oaks that surrounded the courthouse.
I walked to my car, then turned unexpectedly and caught her watching me, her sunglasses
hanging from her fingers.
I stopped the prosecutor outside his office just before Lucas's arraignment. The corridor
was empty, and our voices echoed off the old marble floor and high wood ceiling.
"You're not going to jam us up on the bail, are you, Marvin?" I said.
"Don't expect any slack on this one, Billy Bob," he replied.
He wore a bowtie and seersucker suit, and his face looked at me with the quiet moral
certitude of an ax blade.
"You don't have a rape case. You're not going to make assault and battery without a
weapon, either," I said.
"Oh?"
"Lucas doesn't have a bruise on him."
"You see the medical report on her genitalia? Or maybe that's just Lucas's idea of
rough sex . . . You want to talk about weapons? How about if he beat her face on the side
of the truck?"
"You have evidence of that?"
"It poured down Saturday night. The whole crime scene was washed clean."
"Pretty convenient, Marvin."
"No, pretty sickening. And the charge isn't assault and battery. Where have you been
this morning?"
I stared into the righteous light in his eyes and knew, with a sinking of the heart, what
was coming next.
"She died an hour ago. The doc says it was probably a brain hemorrhage. You want to
plea out, give me a call. He's not going to do the big sleep, but I guarantee you he'll
get to be an expert at picking state cotton," he said.
Because Lucas was being arraigned on a Monday morning, he was brought to court on the same
wrist chain as the collection of DWIs, wife beaters, and barroom brawlers who had been in
the drunk tank over the weekend. Each Monday morning they would ride down to the first
floor in an elevator that resembled a packed zoo cage and, in stumbling peckerwood or
black or Mexican accents, offer their explanations for the mercurial behavior that seemed
to affect their lives like a windstorm blowing arbitrarily through a deserted house.
Normally the weekend miscreants waved at their friends in the courtroom or punched one
another in the ribs and snickered while one of their members tried to talk his bail down.
But not today. When they sat in the row of chairs at the front of the court and the
bailiff unlocked their wrists and dropped the chain to the wood floor, they rounded their
shoulders and looked at their shoes or moved a chair space away from Lucas, as though eye
contact or proximity to him would stain them with a level of guilt that was not theirs.
I stood next to him when it was his turn to rise and face the court. His father had
brought him a clean white shirt and flowered tie and pair of starched khakis, but he was
unshaved and his wavy hair was uncut and wet and combed straight back on his collar, so
that he looked like a 1950s hood rather an uneducated rural kid whose father had belittled
him since he was a child.
Marvin, the prosecutor, asked that Lucas's bail be set at $200,000.
I heard Lucas's breath catch in his throat. I touched the back of his wrist with mine.
"Your Honor, my client is just nineteen and has very little in the way of resources.
He has no felony arrests of any kind. He's lived his whole life in this county. The bail
request is not only unreasonable, it's deliberately punitive. The real problem is, Marvin
doesn't have a case and he knows it."
The judge's glasses were orbs of light and the lines in his face seemed gathered around
his mouth like crinkles in papier-mache. " 'Punitive' is it? Tell that to the family
of the dead girl. I also love your first-name familiarity. There is nothing I find more
heartwarming than to feel I'm involved in a court proceeding that might be conducted by
Lum and Abner. Bail is set at one hundred-fifty-thousand dollars. Count yourself
fortunate, counselor," he said, and clicked his gavel on a small wood block.
On the way out of the courtroom Vernon Smothers's gnarled hand clenched on my forearm. His
gray eyes were jittering with anger.
"Everything you touch turns to shit, Billy Bob," he said
"Go home, Vernon," I replied.
"I don't want my boy locked up with low-rent nigras. Get him in a special cell or
something."
"Don't go home. Find a wastebasket and stand in it, Vernon," I said.
I rode up in the elevator with Lucas and a deputy. Lucas's lower body was draped in a
clinking net of waist and leg chains. The deputy slid back the wire-mesh door on the
elevator, then used a key to unlock a second, barred door that swung out onto the third
floor. We walked under a row of electric lights with wire baskets over the bulbs, our
footsteps echoing off the sandstone walls, past a series of cells with solid iron doors
and food slits, past the tank where the drunks were kept, toward three barred cells that
faced back into the corridor. Lucas's cheeks and throat were pooled with color, as though
they had been burned with dry ice.
"This is where we keep the superstars," the deputy said. He started to unlock
Lucas's wrists in front of the middle cell. A hand and arm came out of the bars to the
right and undulated in the air like a serpent.
"You got fresh meat for us, boss man?" the half-naked man in the cell said. His
eyes looked maniacal, the structure of his head as though it had been broken in a
machinist's vise. His arms were too short for his thick torso, and his chest and pot
stomach were white from lack of sunlight and covered with green and red tattoos.
The deputy slipped his baton from the ring on his belt and whanged it off the bars an inch
from the tattooed man's hand.
"You stick it out there again, I'll break it," he said.
"Come on, keep my Jell-O tonight and put that sweet thing in here with me," the
man said, his palms wrapped around the bars now, his eyes dancing with malevolence six
inches from mine. His body exuded a raw, damp odor like sewer gas.
After the deputy had unlocked Lucas's wrists from the manacles, I saw the fingers on both
his hands start to tremble.
"Give me a minute," I said to the deputy.
"No problem. But I'm going to lock you inside so nobody don't grab one of your parts.
You think the smart-ass here on the right's bad? They ain't thought up a name for that 'un
on the other side."
I went into the cell with Lucas and watched the deputy turn the key on us and walk back
down the corridor and sit at a small table and take his lunch out of a paper bag.
"I don't care if I cain't remember anything or not, I didn't hurt that girl. I liked
her. She always come in there with college kids, but she didn't put on like she was
special," he said.
"Which college kids?" I said.
He sat down on the bunk. A blowfly buzzed over the seatless toilet behind him. Lucas's
eyes started to film.
"People she went to school with, I guess. Are they gonna electrocute me, Mr.
Holland?" he said.
"Texas doesn't have the electric chair anymore. But, no, you won't be tried for
capital murder. Just give me some time. We'll get you out of this."
"How?"
I didn't have an answer for him.
On the way out, I heard the man with the misshaped head and white pot stomach laughing in
a high, whinnying voice, mimicking the conversation he'd heard in Lucas's cell: "They
gonna 'lectrocute me? They gonna 'lectrocute me? . . . Hey, you punk, the black boys gonna
take you into the bridal suite and teach you how to pull a train."
He held his chin and loins close against the bars and made a wet, chugging sound like a
locomotive.
I went home and fixed lunch in the kitchen. The silence of the house seemed to ring and
pop in my ears. I opened all the downstairs windows and pulled back the curtains and felt
the wind flow through the hallway and puff open the back screen. The morning paper lay
folded on an oak table in front of the hallway mirror. A full-length photo of Lucas in
handcuffs stared up at me. He didn't have my eyes, I thought. They were obviously his
mother's. But the hair, the cut of the jaw, the six-foot-one frame . . . None of those
belonged to Vernon Smothers.
I went back into the kitchen and tried to finish the fried pork chop sandwich I'd fixed.
His mother and I had gone to high school together. Both her parents had been road
musicians who worked oil field honkytonks from Texas City to Casper, Wyoming. When she was
sixteen she met and married Vernon Smothers, who was ten years older than she. When she
was nineteen she found me in Houston and asked for money so she could leave him.
I offered her half of my ancient rented house in the Heights.
Two weeks later a fellow Houston police officer called Vernon and told him I was living
with his wife. He came for her at night when I was not home, in the middle of a hurricane
that tore the pecan tree out of my front yard. I never saw her again.
A month after Lucas was born she was electrocuted trying to fix the well pump that Vernon
had repaired with adhesive tape from the medicine cabinet.
I wrapped my unfinished sandwich in wax paper and put it in the icebox. When I turned
around, L.Q. Navarro was leaning against the back doorjamb, his arms folded across his
chest. His Stetson was the color of ash, his eyes as lustrous as obsidian.
"How's it Hangin', L.Q. ?"I said.
"This weather's a pistol. It don't get any better."
"You're not going to try to mess me up today, are you?"
"I wouldn't dream of it, Billy Bob."
He slipped the scarlet rose from the top buttonhole of his shirt and rolled it by the stem
between his fingers. Where the rose had been was a hole that glowed with a bloodred light,
like a votive candle burning inside red glass.
"It was an accident,"I said.
"That's what I keep telling you. Get rid of this for me, will you?"He drew the
rose across my palm. My fingers constricted as though the tendons had been severed by a
barber's razor.
Ten minutes later I heard an automobile in front. I opened the door and looked down the
flagstone walk that dissected the wall of poplars at the foot of the lawn, and saw the
sheriff's deputy named Mary Beth Sweeney getting out of her cruiser. She fixed her
campaign hat so that the leather cord drew tight against the back of her head, pushed her
shirt down inside her gunbelt with her fingers, and walked toward me. She had a walk that
my father would have referred to as a "fine carriage," her shoulders erect, her
chin lifted, her long legs slightly accentuating the movement of her hips.
"How you doin'?" I said.
"You going to use a PI in discovery?"
"Probably . . . You want to come inside?"
"Out here is good. At the river, night before last? The scene investigator picked up
a vinyl bag-load of beer cans. They're not in the evidence locker."
"Why are you telling me this?"
"That kid's going down on a bad bounce. I'm not buying into it."
"You can lose your job for this."
"Look, you know all these things. The victim's teeth were broken. Your man didn't
have any cuts on his hands. There was no weapon. When we cuffed him, he was too drunk to
stand up."
"Criminal Investigation Division, huh?" I said.
"What about it?"
"Doing grunt work in a place like this . . . You must like the mild summers. In July
we fry eggs on the sidewalks."
"Use what I've told you, Mr. Holland, or wear it in your hat," she said.
She walked back to her cruiser, her attention already focused on a cardinal perched atop a
rose trellis, her hat tipped forward on her curly head like a Marine Corps DI's.
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