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GARDEN SPELLS
Sarah Addison Allen
Bantam Discovery
Fiction
Hardcover: 0553805487
Paperback: 9780553590326
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Author Interview -- September 7, 2007
Chapter One
Every smiley moon, without fail, Claire dreamed of her childhood. She always
tried to stay awake those nights when the stars winked and the moon was just
a cresting sliver smiling provocatively down at the world, the way pretty women
on vintage billboards used to smile as they sold cigarettes and limeade. On
those nights in the summer, Claire would garden by the light of the solar-powered
footpath lamps, weeding and trimming the night bloomers-the moon vine and the
angel's trumpet, the night jasmine and the flowering tobacco. These weren't
a part of the Waverley legacy of edible flowers, but sleepless as she often
was, Claire had added flowers to the garden to give her something to do at night
when she was so wound up that frustration singed the edge of her nightgown and
she set tiny fires with her fingertips.
What she dreamed of was always the same. Long roads like snakes with no tails.
Sleeping in the car at night while her mother met men in bars and honky-tonks.
Being a lookout while her mother stole shampoo and deodorant and lipstick and
sometimes a candy bar for Claire at Shop-and-Gos around the Midwest. Then, just
before she woke up, her sister, Sydney, always appeared in a halo of light.
Lorelei held Sydney and ran to the Waverley home in Bascom, and the only reason
Claire was able to go with them was because she was holding tight to her mother's
leg and wouldn't let go.
That morning, when Claire woke up in the backyard garden, she tasted regret
in her mouth. With a frown, she spit it out. She was sorry for the way she'd
treated her sister as a child. But the six years of Claire's life before Sydney's
arrival had been fraught with the constant fear of being caught, of being hurt,
of not having enough food or gas or warm clothes for the winter. Her mother
always came through but always at the last minute. Ultimately, they were never
caught and Claire was never hurt and, when the first cold snap signaled the
changing colors of the leaves, her mother magically produced blue mittens with
white snowflakes on them and pink thermal underwear to wear under jeans and
a cap with a droopy ball on top. That life on the run had been good enough for
Claire, but Lorelei obviously thought Sydney deserved better, that Sydney deserved
to be born with roots. And the small scared child in Claire hadn't been able
to forgive her.
Picking up the clippers and the trowel from the ground beside her, she stood
stiffly and walked in the dawning fog toward the shed. She suddenly stopped.
She turned and looked around. The garden was quiet and damp, the temperamental
apple tree at the back of the lot shivering slightly as if dreaming. Generations
of Waverleys had tended this garden. Their history was in the soil, but so was
their future. Something was about to happen, something the garden wasn't ready
to tell her yet. She would have to keep a sharp eye out.
She went to the shed and carefully wiped the dew off the old tools and hung
them on their places on the wall. She closed and locked the heavy gate door
to the garden, then crossed the driveway at the back of the ostentatious Queen
Anne-style home she'd inherited from her grandmother.
Claire entered the house through the back, stopping in the sunroom that had
been turned into a drying and cleaning room for herbs and flowers. It smelled
strongly of lavender and peppermint, like walking into a Christmas memory that
didn't belong to her. She drew her dirty white nightgown over her head, balled
it up, and walked naked into the house. It was going to be a busy day. She had
a dinner party to cater that night, and it was the last Tuesday in May, so she
had to deliver her end-of-the-month shipment of lilac and mint and rose-petal
jellies and nasturtium and chive-blossom vinegars to the farmers' market and
to the gourmet grocery store on the square, where the college kids from Orion
College would hang out after classes.
There was a knock at the door as Claire was pulling her hair back with combs.
She went downstairs in a white eyelet sundress, still barefooted. When she opened
the door, she smiled at the fireplug of an old lady standing on the porch.
Evanelle Franklin was seventy-nine years old, looked like she was one hundred
and twenty, yet still managed to walk a mile around the track at Orion five
days a week. Evanelle was a distant relation, a second or third or fourteenth
cousin, and she was the only other Waverley still living in Bascom. Claire stuck
to her like static, needing to feel a connection to family after Sydney took
off when she was eighteen and their grandmother died the same year.
When Claire was young, Evanelle would stop by to give her a Band-Aid hours
before she scraped her knee, quarters for her and Sydney long before the ice
cream truck arrived, and a flashlight to put under her pillow a full two weeks
before lightning struck a tree down the street and the entire neighborhood was
without power all night. When Evanelle brought you something, you were usually
going to need it sooner or later, though that cat bed she gave Claire five years
ago had yet to find its use. Most people in town treated Evanelle kindly but
with amusement, and even Evanelle didn't take herself too seriously. But Claire
knew there was always something behind the strange gifts Evanelle brought.
"Well, don't you look eye-talian with your dark hair and Sophia Loren
dress. Your picture should be on a bottle of olive oil," Evanelle said.
She was in her green velour running suit, and slung over her shoulder was a
rather large tote bag full of quarters and stamps and egg timers and soap, all
things she might feel the need to give someone at some point.
"I was just about to make some coffee," Claire said, stepping back.
"Come in."
"Don't mind if I do." Evanelle entered and followed Claire to the
kitchen, where she sat at the kitchen table while Claire made the coffee. "You
know what I hate?"
Claire looked over her shoulder as steam carrying the smell of coffee curled
around the kitchen. "What do you hate?"
"I hate summer."Claire laughed. She loved having Evanelle around.
Claire had tried for years to get the old lady to move into the Waverley house
so she could take care of her, so the house wouldn't feel as if the walls were
moving out of her way as she walked, making the hallways longer and rooms bigger.
"Why on earth would you hate summer? Summer is wonderful. Fresh air, open
windows, picking tomatoes and eating them while they're still warm from the
sun."
"I hate summer because most of them college kids leave town, so there
aren't as many runners and I don't have any nice male backsides to look at when
I walk the track."
"You're a dirty old lady, Evanelle."
"I'm just sayin'."
"Here you go," Claire said, setting a coffee cup on the table in
front of Evanelle.
Evanelle peered into the cup. "You didn't put anything in it, did you?"
"You know I didn't."
"Because your side of the Waverleys always wants to put something in everything.
Bay leaves in bread, cinnamon in coffee. I like things plain and simple. Which
reminds me, I brought you something." Evanelle grabbed her tote bag and
brought out a yellow Bic lighter.
"Thank you, Evanelle," Claire said as she took the lighter and put
it in her pocket. "I'm sure this will come in handy."
"Or maybe it won't. I just knew I had to give it to you." Evanelle,
who had twenty-eight sweet teeth, all of them false, picked up her coffee and
looked over at the covered cake plate on the stainless-steel island. "What
have you made over there?"
"White cake. I stirred violet petals into the batter. And I crystallized
some violets to put on top. It's for a dinner party I'm catering tonight."
Claire picked up a Tupperware container beside it. "This white cake, I
made for you. Nothing weird in it, I promise." She set it on the table
next to Evanelle."
You are the sweetest girl. When are you going to get married? When I'm gone,
who will take care of you?"
"You're not going anywhere. And this is a perfect house for a spinster
to live in. I'll grow old in this house, and neighborhood children will vex
me by trying to get to the apple tree in the backyard and I'll chase them away
with a broom. And I'll have lots of cats. That's probably why you gave me that
cat bed."
Evanelle shook her head. "Your problem is routine. You like your routine
too much. You get that from your grandmother. You're too attached to this place,
just like her."
Claire smiled because she liked being compared to her grandmother. She had
no idea about the security of having a name until her mother brought her here,
to this house where her grandmother lived. They'd been in Bascom maybe three
weeks, Sydney had just been born, and Claire had been sitting outside under
the tullip tree in the front yard while people in town came to see Lorelei and
her new baby. Claire wasn't new, so she didn't think anyone would want to see
her. A couple came out of the house after visiting, and they watched Claire
quietly build tiny log cabins with twigs. "She's a Waverley, all right,"
the woman said. "In her own world."
Claire didn't look up, didn't say a word, but she grabbed the grass before
her body floated up. She was a Waverley. She didn't tell anyone, not a soul,
for fear of someone taking her happiness away, but from that day on she would
follow her grandmother out into the garden every morning, studying her, wanting
to be like her, wanting to do all the things a true Waverley did to prove that,
even though she wasn't born here, she was a Waverley too."
I have to pack some boxes of jelly and vinegar to deliver," she said to
Evanelle. "If you'll wait here for a minute, I'll drive you home."
"Are you making a delivery to Fred's?" Evanelle asked.
"Yes."
"Then I'll just go with you. I need Cokecola. And some Goo Goo Clusters.
And maybe I'll pick up some tomatoes. You made me crave tomatoes."
While Evanelle debated the merits of yellow tomatoes versus red, Claire took
four corrugated boxes out of the storeroom and packed up the jelly and the vinegar.
When she was done, Evanelle followed her outside to her white minivan with Waverley's
Catering written on the side.
Evanelle got in the passenger seat while Claire put her boxes in the back,
then Claire handed Evanelle the container with her plain white cake in it and
a brown paper bag to hold.
"What's this?" Evanelle said, looking in the brown bag as Claire
got behind the wheel.
"A special order."
"It's for Fred," Evanelle said knowingly.
"Do you think he'd ever do business with me again if I told you that?"
"It's for Fred."
"I didn't say that."
"It's for Fred."
"I don't think I heard you. Who is it for?"
Evanelle sniffed. "Now you're being Miss Smarty Pants."
Claire laughed and pulled out of the drive.
Business was doing well, because all the locals knew that dishes made from
the flowers that grew around the apple tree in the Waverley garden could affect
the eater in curious ways. The biscuits with lilac jelly, the lavender tea cookies,
and the tea cakes made with nasturtium mayonnaise the Ladies Aid ordered for
their meetings once a month gave them the ability to keep secrets. The fried
dandelion buds over marigold-petal rice, stuffed pumpkin blossoms, and rose-hip
soup ensured that your company would notice only the beauty of your home and
never the flaws. Anise hyssop honey butter on toast, angelica candy, and cupcakes
with crystallized pansies made children thoughtful. Honeysuckle wine served
on the Fourth of July gave you the ability to see in the dark. The nutty flavor
of the dip made from hyacinth bulbs made you feel moody and think of the past,
and the salads made with chicory and mint had you believing that something good
was about to happen, whether it was true or not.
The dinner Claire was catering that night was being hosted by Anna Chapel,
the head of the art department at Orion College, who gave a dinner party at
the end of every spring semester for her department. Claire had catered these
parties for her for the past five years. It was good exposure to get her name
out among the university crowd, because they only expected good food with a
splash of originality, whereas the people in town who had lived there all their
lives came to her to cater affairs with a specific agenda-to get something off
your chest and be assured the other person wouldn't speak of it again, to secure
a promotion, or to mend a friendship.
First Claire took the jelly and vinegar to the farmers' market on the highway,
where she'd rented shelf space at a booth, then she went into town and parked
in front of Fred's Gourmet Grocery, formerly Fred's Foods, as it had been called
for two generations, before a posher college and touristy crowd started shopping
there.
She and Evanelle walked into the market with its creaking hardwood floors.
Evanelle headed for the tomatoes, while Claire went to the back to Fred's office.
She knocked once, then opened the door. "Hello, Fred."
Sitting at his father's old desk, he had invoices in front of him, but judging
by the way he jumped when Claire opened the door, his mind had been on other
things. He immediately stood. "Claire. Good to see you."
"I have those two boxes you ordered."
"Good, good." He grabbed the white blazer hanging on the back of
his chair and put it on over his short-sleeved black shirt. He walked out to
her van with her and helped her bring the boxes in. "Did, um, did you bring
that other thing we talked about?" he asked as they walked to the stockroom.
She smiled slightly and went back outside. A minute later she came back in
and handed him the paper bag with a bottle of rose geranium wine in it.
Fred took it, looking embarrassed, then he handed her an envelope with a check
in it. The act was completely innocuous, because he always gave her a check
when she delivered her jelly and vinegar, but this check was a full ten times
what his normal check to her was. And the envelope was brighter, as if filled
with lightning bugs, lit by his hope.
"Thank you, Fred. I'll see you next month."
"Right. Bye, Claire."
Fred Walker watched Claire wait by the door for Evanelle to pay the cashier.
Claire was a pretty woman, all dark hair and eyes and olive complexion. She
didn’t look anything
like her mother, whom Fred had known in school, but then, neither did Sydney.
They obviously took after their fathers, whoever their fathers were. People
treated Claire politely, but they thought of her as standoffish and they never
stopped her to talk about the weather or the new interstate connector or how
sweet this year’s crop of strawberries
was. She was a Waverley, and Waverleys were an odd bunch, each in his or her
own way. Claire’s mother had been a troublemaker who left her children
to be raised by their grandmother and then died in a car pileup in Chattanooga
a few years later, her grandmother rarely left the house, her distant cousin
Evanelle was forever giving
people strange gifts. But that was just how the Waverleys were. Just like Runions
were talkers, and Plemmons were shifty, and Hopkins men always married older
women. But Claire kept the Waverley house in good shape, and it was one of the
oldest homes around and tourists liked to drive by it, which was good for the
town. And most importantly, Claire was there when someone in town needed a solution
to a problem that could be solved only by the flowers grown around that apple
tree in the Waverleys’
backyard. She was the first in three generations to openly share that particular
gift. That made her okay.
Evanelle walked over to Claire, and they left together.
Fred clutched the bag containing the bottle and walked back into his office.
He took off his blazer and sat back at the desk, staring again at the small
framed photo of a handsome man wearing a tux. The photo had been taken at Fred’s
fiftieth
birthday party a couple of years ago.
Fred and his partner, James, had been together for over thirty years, and if
people knew the true nature of their relationship, it had gone on so long now
that no one cared. But he and James had grown apart lately, and little seeds
of anxiousness were starting to take root. Over the past few months, James had
been staying overnight in Hickory, where he worked, a few nights a week, saying
he was working so late that commuting
back to Bascom didn’t make sense. This left Fred at home alone far too
often, and he didn’t know what to do with himself. James was the one who
always said, “You make wonderful pot stickers, let’s have that for
dinner tonight.” Or, “There’s a movie I want us to see on
television.” James was always right, and Fred questioned every little
thing when he wasn’t there. What should he have for dinner? Should he
set the things he
needed to take to the dry cleaner out at night or wait for the morning?
All his life Fred had heard things about the Waverleys’ rose geranium
wine. It signaled in the drinker a return to happiness, remembering the good,
and Fred wanted back
the good thing he and James had. Claire made only one bottle a year, and it
was damn expensive, but it was a sure thing, because Waverleys, for all their
blindness to their
own way of living, were extremely accurate in helping other people see.
He reached for the phone and dialed James’s work number. He needed to
ask him what he should make for dinner.
And what meat did you serve with magic wine?
Claire arrived at Anna Chapel’s home late that afternoon. Anna lived
in a cul-de-sac neighborhood just outside Orion College, and the only way to
get to it was through the campus. The neighborhood had been for the instructors
at the college, the houses built at the same time the campus was constructed
a hundred years
ago. The intention was to keep the academic community as insular as possible.
A wise move, considering the opposition to a college for women at the time.
Today,
the chancellor still made his home there, and a few professors, including Anna,
lived in the original houses. But the neighborhood was dominated now by young
families who had no association with the college. They simply liked the privacy
and security of the place.
“Claire, welcome,” Anna said when she opened the front door to
find Claire on her porch, carrying a cooler of things that needed to be refrigerated
immediately.
She stepped aside and let Claire enter. “You know the way. Do you need
help?”
“No, thank you. I’m fine,” Claire said, though late spring
and summer were her busiest seasons and the time when she had the least help.
She usually hired first-year culinary students at Orion to help her during the
school year. They, after all, were not from Bascom and the only questions they
asked were culinary ones. She’d learned
the hard way to avoid hiring anyone local if she could help it. Most of them
expected to learn something magic or, at the very least, get to the apple tree
in the
backyard, hoping to find out if the local legend was true, that its apples
would tell them what the biggest event in their lives would be.
Claire went to the kitchen, put away the things in the cooler, then opened
the kitchen door and broughtin the rest of the things through the back entrance.
Soon the farmhouse-style kitchen was alive with the steamy warmth and crafty
scent that eventually flowed through
the house. It welcomed Anna’s guests like a kiss on the cheek from their
mothers, like coming home.
Anna always wanted to use her own dishes—heavy pottery ones that she’d
made herself—so Claire arranged the salad on the salad plates first and
was ready to serve when Anna told her everyone was seated. The menu tonight
was salad, yucca soup, pork tenderloins stuffed with nasturtiums and chives
and goat cheese, lemon-verbena sorbet between dishes, and the violet white cake
for dessert. Claire was kept busy, monitoring
the food at the stove, arranging the food on the plates, serving and then deftly
and quietly taking plates away when the guests had finished a course. This was
as formal as any affair she catered, but these were art professors and their
spouses, casual and intelligent people who poured their own wine and water and
appreciated the creativity of the meal. When she had to work alone, she didn’t
focus on the people, just what she had to do, which was painfully exhausting
that evening considering she had slept the night before on the hard ground of
her garden. But it had its positive side. She was never
very good with people.
She was aware of him, though. He was seated two places down from Anna, who
was at the head of the table. Everyone else watched the food as it entered the
room, as it was placed in front of them. But he watched her. His dark hair almost
touched his shoulders, his arms and fingers were long, and his lips were fuller
than she’d ever seen on a man. He was . . . trouble.
As she was serving dessert, she felt something almost like anticipation the
closer she got to sliding his plate in front of him. She wasn’t quite
sure if it was his anticipation
or hers.
“Have we met?” he asked when she finally made it to his place.
He was smiling such a nice, open smile that she almost smiled back.
She put his plate in front of him, the piece of cake so perfect and moist,
the crystallized violets spilling over it like frosted jewels. It screamed,
Look at me! But his eyes
were on her. “I don’t think so,” she replied.
“This is Claire Waverley, the caterer,” Anna said, happy with wine,
her cheeks pink. “I hire her for every department gathering. Claire, this
is Tyler Hughes. This
is his first year with us.”
Claire nodded, extremely uncomfortable that all eyes were on her now.
“Waverley,” Tyler said thoughtfully. She started to move away,
but his long fingers wrapped gently around her arm, not letting her move. “Of
course!” he said, laughing.
“You’re my neighbor! I live beside you. Pendland Street, right?
You live in that large Queen Anne?”
She was so surprised he’d actually touched her that all she could do
was give a jerky nod.
As if aware that she’d gone stiff or of the slight shiver along her skin,
he immediately let go of her. “I just bought that blue house next to you,”
he said. “I moved in a few weeks ago.”
Claire just looked at him.
“Well, it’s nice to finally meet you,” he said.
She nodded again and left the room. She washed up and packed away her things,
leaving the last of the salad and cake in the refrigerator for Anna. She was
moody and distracted now and she didn’t know why. But as she worked, she
kept running her fingers unconsciously along her arm where Tyler had touched
her, as if trying to brush something off her skin.
Before Claire took her last box out to her van, Anna came to the kitchen to
rave about the food and to tell Claire what a good job she’d done, either
too drunk or too polite to mention Claire’s odd behavior with one of her
guests.
Claire smiled and took the check from Anna. She said good-bye, picked up the
box, and left by the back entrance. She slowly walked down the short driveway
to her van. Fatigue was settling low in her body like sand, and her steps were
slow. It was a nice night,
though. The air was warm and dry, and she decided she was going to sleep with
her bedroom windows open. When she reached the curb, she felt a strange gust
of
wind. She turned to see a figure standing under the oak tree in Anna’s
front yard. She couldn’t make him out clearly, but there were tiny pinpricks
of purple light
hovering around him, like electrical snaps.
He pushed himself away from the tree, and she could feel him stare at her.
She turned and took a step to her van.
“Wait,” Tyler called.
She should have kept walking; instead, she turned to him again.
“Do you have a light?” he asked.
Claire closed her eyes. It would be much easier to blame Evanelle if the old
woman actually knew what she was doing.
She set the box down and reached into her dress pocket and brought out the
yellow Bic lighter Evanelle had given her earlier that day. This was what she
was meant to do with it?
She felt like she had water against her back, pushing her toward the deep end,
as she walked toward him and extended the lighter. She stopped a few feet away,
trying to keep as much distance as possible, digging her heels in as whatever
force it was tried to take her closer.
He was smiling, easygoing, and interested. He had an unlit cigarette between
his lips, and he took it from his mouth. “Do you smoke?”
“No.” She still had the lighter in her outstretched hand. He didn’t
take it.
“I shouldn’t. I know. I’m down to two a day. It’s not
a very social habit anymore.” When she didn’t respond, he shifted
from one foot to the other. “I’ve seen you
around. You have a wonderful yard. I mowed my yard for the first time a couple
of days ago. You don’t talk much, do you? Or have I done something to
offend the neighborhood already? Was I out in my yard in my underwear at any
point?”
Claire gave a start. She felt so protected in her home that she frequently
forgot that she had neighbors, neighbors who could, from their second stories,
see down into her sunroom, where she’d taken off her nightgown that morning.
“It was a wonderful meal,” Tyler said, still trying.
“Thank you.”
“Maybe I’ll see you again?”
Her heart started to race. She didn’t need anything more than she already
had. The moment she let something else into her life, she would get hurt. Sure
as sugar. Sure as rain. She had Evanelle, her house, and her business. That
was all she needed. “Keep the lighter,” Claire said, handing it
to him and walking away.
When Claire pulled into her driveway, she stopped by the front yard instead
of pulling around back. There was someone sitting on the top step of the porch.
Claire got out, leaving her headlights on and the car door open. She jogged
across the yard, all her earlier fatigue gone in a panic. “Evanelle, what’s
wrong?”
Evanelle stood stiffly, the glow from the streetlights causing her to look
frail and ghostly. She was holding two packages of new bed linens and a box
of strawberry
Pop-Tarts. “I couldn’t sleep until I brought you this. Here, take
them and let me sleep.”
Claire hurried up the steps and took the things, then she wrapped an arm around
Evanelle.
“How long have you been waiting?”
“About an hour. I was in bed when it hit me. You needed fresh sheets
and Pop-Tarts.”
“Why didn’t you call me on my cell phone? I could have picked these
things up.”
“It doesn’t work like that. I don’t know why.”
“Stay the night. Let me make you some warm sugar milk.”
“No,” Evanelle said curtly. “I want to go home.” After
those feelings Tyler had stirred in her, Claire wanted to fight even more for
the things she had, the only things she wanted in her heart. “Maybe these
sheets mean I’m supposed to make up a bed for you,”
she said hopefully as she tried to turn Evanelle toward the door. “Stay
with me. Please.”
“No! They’re not for me! I don’t know what they’re
for! I never know what they’re for!” Evanelle said, her voice rising.
She took a deep breath, then said in a whisper,
“I just want to go home.”
Despising herself for feeling so needy, Claire patted Evanelle gently, reassuringly.
“It’s okay. I’ll take you home.” She set the sheets
and the Pop-Tarts on the wicker rocker by the front door. “Come on, honey,”
she said, leading the sleepy old lady down the stairs and to the van.
When Tyler Hughes got home, Claire’s house was dark. He parked his Jeep
on the street and got out, but then he stopped on the walkway to his house.
He didn’t want
to go in yet.
He turned when he heard the clicking of small dog feet on the sidewalk. Soon,
a tiny black terrier skittered past, hot on the trail of a moth that was popping
from
one streetlight to the next.
Tyler waited for what was coming next.
Sure enough, Mrs. Kranowski, a spindly old woman with a hairdo that looked like vanilla soft-serve ice cream, appeared. She was chasing after the dog, calling,
“Edward! Edward! Come back to Mama. Edward! Come back here now!”
“Need help, Mrs. Kranowski?” Tyler asked as she passed.
“No, thank you, Tyler,” she said as she disappeared down the street.
This neighborhood spectacle, he’d quickly discovered, happened at least four times a day.
Hey, it was good to have a routine.
Tyler appreciated that better than most. He would be teaching classes that summer, but there were a couple of weeks between the spring and summer semesters, and he always got restless when he didn’t have a routine. Structure had never been his strong suit, though he took a lot of comfort in it. Sometimes he wondered if he was made that way or simply taught. His parents were potters and potheads, and they had encouraged his artistic streak. It wasn’t until he started elementary school that he realized it was wrong to draw on walls. It had been such a relief. School gave him structure, rules, direction. Summer vacations had him forgetting to eat because he spent hours and hours drawing and dreaming, never moderated by his parents. They had loved that about him. His had been a good childhood but one where ambition ranked right up there with Ronald Reagan as taboo subjects. He’d always assumed that, like his parents, he could make a meager living from his artwork and be happy with that. But school was nice, college even better, and he didn’t like the thought of leaving it.
So he decided to teach.
His parents never understood. Making good money was almost as bad as becoming a Republican. He was still standing there on his walkway when Mrs. Kranowski came back down the sidewalk with Edward now wiggling in her arms. “That’s a good Edward,” she
was saying to him. “That’s Mama’s good boy.”
“Good night, Mrs. Kranowski,” he said when she passed him again.
“Good night, Tyler.”
He liked this crazy place.
His first position after getting his master’s was at a high school in Florida, where they were so desperate for teachers that they were paying premium salaries, living expenses, plus moving expenses from his home in Connecticut. After a year or so, he also started teaching night art classes at the local university.
It was serendipity that eventually led him to Bascom. He met a woman at a conference in Orlando, an art professor at Orion College in Bascom. There was wine, there was flirtation, there was a wild night of sex in her hotel room. A few years later, during a restless summer break, he found out about an opening in the art department at Orion College, and that night came back to him in beautiful and vivid images. He interviewed for and got the position. He didn’t even remember the woman’s name, it was simply the romance of the thing.
By the time he arrived, she had moved on, and he never found her.
The older he got, the more he thought about how he hadn’t married, about how what brought him to this town in the first place was another restless summer and a dream of a life with a woman with whom he’d had a one-night stand.
Okay, was that really romantic or just pitiful? He heard a thud come from around the side of his house, so he took his hands out of his pockets and headed to the backyard. When he’d mowed a couple of days ago, the grass had been high, so there were big wet clumps of grass clippings all over the yard.
He should probably rake it all up. But then what would he do with all that grass? He couldn’t just leave it in a big clump in the middle of his yard. What if all the
cut grass dried and killed the live grass under it?
One day out of school and he was already obsessively preoccupied with his lawn. And it would probably get worse.
What was he going to do with himself until the summer session started?
He had to remember to make notes to himself to eat. He’d do it tonight, so he wouldn’t forget. He’d stick them to the refrigerator, the couch, the bed, the commode.The light from the back porch illuminated the backyard—a small yard, not nearly as large as the one next door. The Waverleys’ metal fence, covered with honeysuckle,separated the two yards. Twice since he’d moved in, Tyler had pulled kids off the fence. They were trying to get to the apple tree, they said, which he thought was stupid because there were at least six mature apple trees on Orion’s campus. Why try to go over a nine-foot fence with pointy finials when they could walk to Orion? He told the kids this, but they just looked at him like he didn’t know what he was talking about. That apple
tree, they said, was special.
He walked along the fence, taking deep breaths of sweet honeysuckle. His foot hit something and he looked down to see he had kicked an apple. His eyes then followed a trail of apples to a small pile of them close to the fence. Another one hit the ground with a thud. This was the first time he’d ever had apples fall on his side of the fence. Hell, he couldn’t even see the tree from his yard.
He picked up a small pink apple, rubbed it to a shine on his shirt, then took a bite.
He slowly walked back to his house, deciding that he would put the apples in a box tomorrow and take them to Claire, tell her what happened. It would be a good excuse to see her again.
It was probably just another instance of following a woman to a dead end.
But what the hell.
Do the things you do best.
The last thing he remembered was putting his foot on the bottom step of the back porch.
Then he had the most amazing dream.
Chapter Two
Ten days earlier
Seattle,Washington
Sydney walked over to her daughter’s bed. “Wake up, honey.”
When Bay opened her eyes, Sydney put her finger to the little girl’s lips.
“We’re going to leave, and we don’t want Susan to hear, so let’s be quiet. Remember?
Like we planned.”
Bay got up without a word and went to the bathroom and remembered not to flush the commode, because the two town houses shared a wall and Susan would be able to hear. Bay then put on her shoes with the soft, quiet soles and dressed in the layers Sydney had set out for her because it was colder that morning than it would be later, but there wouldn’t be time to stop and change.
Sydney paced while Bay dressed. David had gone to L.A. on business, and he always had the older lady in the town house next door keep an eye on Sydney and Bay. For the past week, Sydney had been taking clothes and food and other items out of the house in her tote bag, not deviating from the routine David held her to, the one Susan kept watch over. She was allowed to take Bay to the park on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays and to go to the grocery store on Fridays. Two months ago she met a mother at the park who’d had the nerve to ask what the other mothers couldn’t. Why so many bruises? Why so jumpy? She helped Sydney buy an old Subaru for three hundred dollars, a good chunk of the money Sydney had managed to save in the past two years by taking one-dollar bills out of David’s wallet every so often, collecting the change in the couch cushions, and taking back items for cash that she’d bought with a check, the account for which David kept a sharp eye on. She’d been taking the food and clothes to the lady in the park, to be put in the car. Sydney hoped to God that the lady, Greta, hadn’t forgotten to park the car where they’d agreed. The last she’d talked to her was Thursday, and it was Sunday. David would be back that night.
Every two or three months, David would fly to L.A. to check in person how the restaurant he’d bought into was running. He always stayed to party with his partners, old college buddies from his UCLA days. He’d come home happy, still a little buzzed, and that would last until he wanted sex and she wouldn’t compare with the girls he’d been with in L.A. She used to be like those girls, long ago.
And dangerous men had been her specialty, just as she always imagined it had been for her mother—one of the many reasons she left Bascom with nothing but a backpack and a few photos of her mother as a traveling companion.
“I’m ready,” Bay whispered as she walked into the hallway where Sydney was pacing.
Sydney went to her knees and hugged her daughter. She was five already, old enough to realize what was going on in her house. Sydney tried to keep David from having any sort of influence on Bay, and by unspoken agreement he didn’t hurt Bay as long as Sydney did what he said. But it was a terrible example Sydney was setting. Bascom, for all its faults, was safe, and going back to a place she espised was worth Bay finally knowing what security felt like.
Sydney pulled back before she started crying again. “Come on, honey.”
She used to be good at leaving. She used to do it all the time before she met David. Now the fear of it was making it hard to breathe.
When she first left North Carolina, Sydney had gone straight to New York, where she could blend and no one thought she was strange, where the name Waverley meant nothing. She moved in with some actors, who used her to perfect their Southern accents while she worked on getting rid of hers. After a year she went to Chicago with a man who stole cars for a living, a good living. When he was caught, she took his money and moved to San Francisco and lived on it for another year. She changed her name then, so he wouldn’t find her, and she became Cindy Watkins, the name of one of her old friends from New York. After the money was gone, she went to Vegas and served drinks. The girl she’d traveled from Vegas to Seattle with had a friend who worked at a restaurant called David’s on the Bay, and she got jobs for them both. Sydney had been wildly attracted to David, the owner. He wasn’t handsome, but he was powerful and she liked that. Powerful men were thrilling, until the point that they turned frightening, and that was when she always left. She became so good at touching fire and not getting burned. Things with David started to get scary about six months after she started seeing him. He would bruise her sometimes, tie her up in bed and tell her how much he loved her. Then he started following her to the grocery store and to friends’ houses. Shemade plans to leave him, to steal some money from his restaurant and go to Mexico with a girl she’d met at the Laundromat, but then she found out she was pregnant. Bay arrived seven months later, named by David after his restaurant. The first year of Bay’s life, Sydney resented the quiet baby for everything that had gone wrong. David disgusted her now, frightened her well beyond the limit she thought there was to being scared. And he sensed it and hit her more. This hadn’t been part of her plan. She didn’t want a family. She’d never counted on staying with any of the men she met. Now she had to stay because of Bay.
Excerpted from GARDEN SPELLS © Copyright 2010 by Sarah Addison Allen. Reprinted with permission by Bantam Discovery. All rights reserved.
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