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By Reason of Insanity

Chapter 1

Quinn rose to face the jury one last time, the pressure of the case constricting his chest. He had to remind himself that he had done this more than fifty times before, with stellar results. “A legal magic act,” was how one of the newspapers described it. Juries love me.

But he couldn’t shake Dr. Rosemarie Napolitano’s words from the prior night, after his spunky expert witness had listened to a dry run of Quinn’s closing. “The whole world hates the insanity plea,” she said. “Ninety-five percent of these cases result in convictions.” She forced a smile. “Including, believe it or not, even a few where I testified.”

“Do you have any advice?” Quinn asked. “Or just doomsday statistics?”

“Take the jury where the pain is,” Rosemarie said softly. “Throw away your notes.” She must have sensed Quinn’s reluctance, noticed his unwillingness to even look at her as he considered this. Notes he could do without, but he had no desire to put Annie through this nightmare again. “It’s our only chance,” Rosemarie said.

Those words echoed in Quinn’s ears as he approached the jury empty-handed, took a deep breath and closed his eyes to gather his thoughts. He opened them again and looked at the jury --- his jury. He heard the judge say his name --- his honor’s voice coming from the end of a long tunnel. Another moment passed and the stillness of the courtroom became the stillness of that dank house on Bridge Street, twenty-two years ago.

He started pacing even before he uttered his first word. Rosemarie was right --- a good lawyer would start by describing this scene. But a great lawyer --- a great lawyer would take them there…

By the time Annie turns thirteen, her father has been visiting her bed for nearly a year. Holidays are always the worst because they give Annie’s father an excuse to drink. Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year’s Eve, Memorial Day --- they all end the same. Like this night undoubtedly would: July 4, 1986. Independence Day.

Annie goes to bed early, a holiday custom of her own, hoping she won’t see her father come home. She leaves the light on in her room and prays for a miracle. A car accident. A heart attack. A mugger who goes too far.

She prays that tonight her father might die.

The answer to that prayer, the same answer she has received so many times before, arrives a few minutes after midnight, the sound of car tires on the gravel drive. The small house has thin walls and she hears the car engine stop, followed by the solid thud of the driver’s door. Her father enters through the laundry room, his heavy footsteps taking him into the kitchen.

Petrified, Annie lies in bed and stares at the ceiling, the covers pulled tight to her chin. She hears the television. The sound of dishes. Murmured curses.

There is silence for an hour, her father probably sleeping in the recliner, but Annie does not sleep. Eventually, he stirs and wakes. He trudges up the stairs, his footsteps and labored breathing magnified by the stillness of the house. She smells him. Though she knows it is impossible because the door to her room is closed, and her father is only half-way up the steps, she smells him. Stale beer on her father’s breath. The putrid odor of a grown man’s sweat. The stench of cigarettes and the faint wisp of after-shave.

Sometimes he will come directly to Annie’s room. If he does, Annie will not cry out for her mother. When Annie has cried out in the past, her father would violate her mom first. When he returned to Annie, it would be worse.

Tonight, he walks past Annie’s door and into his own bedroom. Sometimes he will stay there. But sometimes, like tonight, there is muffled shouting. Her mother begs. Annie hears the sound of fist on bone. Annie wants to run to her mother’s aid but she has tried that before too. It only angers her father more. Once, he threw Annie to the floor and made her watch as he beat her mother. He called it an obedience lesson. Another time, when Annie called the authorities, her mom defended her father. The bruises were an accident, her mom said. “I fell down the steps.”

Tonight, there is angry yelling until it abruptly stops. Her mother will be unconscious, oblivious to further pain. The silence hangs like a guillotine.

Moments later, Annie hears the door to her parent’s room creak open. Stumbling footsteps grow closer in the hallway. She hopes that tonight her ten-year-old brother will not try to be the hero. She thinks about the beating he endured the last time he tried to interfere. After subduing the boy, her father made him drop his shorts as the old man took off his belt. He promised to whip Annie’s brother until he cried. Her brother, stubborn as the old man, refused to cry.

Annie hears the doorknob turn and she closes her eyes. The smell is real now. She senses her father at the threshold, lingering there for a perverse moment, breathing heavily. He turns off the light. Even with her eyes closed, Annie can feel the darkness deepen and the terror overwhelms her.

By Reason of Insanity
by by Randy Singer

  • Genres: Christian, Suspense
  • hardcover: 400 pages
  • Publisher: Tyndale House Publishers, Inc.
  • ISBN-10: 141431633X
  • ISBN-13: 9781414316338