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Aiding and Abetting

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The receptionist looked tinier than ever as she showed the tall,
tall Englishman into the studio of Dr. Hildegard Wolf, the
psychiatrist who had come from Bavaria, then Prague, Dresden,
Avila, Marseilles, then London, and now settled in Paris.

"I have come to consult you," he said, "because I have no peace of
mind. Twenty-five years ago I sold my soul to the Devil." The
Englishman spoke in a very foreign French.

"Would you feel easier," she said, "if we spoke in English? I am an
English speaker of a sort since I was a student."

"Far easier," he said, "although, in a sense, it makes the reality
more distressing. What I have to tell you is an English

Dr. Wolf's therapeutic methods had been perfected by herself. They
had made her virtually the most successful psychiatrist in Paris,
or at least the most sought-after. At the same time she was
tentatively copied; those who tried to do so generally failed. The
method alone did not suffice. Her personality was needed as

What she did for the most part was talk about herself throughout
the first three sessions, turning only casually on the problems of
her patients; then, gradually, in an offhand way she would induce
them to begin to discuss themselves. Some patients, angered, did
not return after the first or at least second session, conducted on
these lines. Others remonstrated, "Don't you want to hear about my

"No, quite frankly, I don't very much."

Many, fascinated, returned to her studio and it was they who, so it
was widely claimed, reaped their reward. By now her method was
famous and even studied in the universities. The Wolf method.

"I sold my soul to the Devil."

"Once in my life," she said, "I had a chance to do that. Only I
wasn't offered enough. Let me tell you about it . . ."

He had heard that she would do just this. The friend who had
recommended her to him, a priest who had been through her hands
during a troubled period, told him, "She advised me not to try to
pray. She advised me to shut up and listen. Read the Gospel, she
said. Jesus is praying to you for sympathy. You have to see his
point of view, what he had to put up with. Listen, don't talk. Read
the Bible. Take it in. God is talking, not you."

Her new patient sat still and listened, luxuriating in the
expenditure of money which he would have found impossible only
three weeks ago. For twenty-five years, since he was struck down in
England by a disaster, he had been a furtive fugitive, always
precariously beholden to his friends, his many friends, but still,
playing the role of benefactors, their numbers diminishing. Three
weeks ago his nickname Lucky had become a solidified fact. He was
lucky. He had in fact discovered some money waiting for him on the
death of one of his main aiders and abetters. It had been locked in
a safe, waiting for him to turn up. He could afford to have a
conscience. He could now consult at leisure one of the most
expensive and most highly recommended psychiatrists in Paris. "You
have to listen to her, she makes you listen, first of all," they
said?"they" being at least four people. He sat blissfully in his
smart clothes and listened. He sat before her desk in a leather
chair with arms; he lounged. It was strange how so many people of
the past had been under the impression he had already collected the
money left for him in a special account. Even his benefactor's wife
had not known about its existence.

He might, in fact, have been anybody. But she arranged for the
money to be handed over without a question. His name was Lucky and
lucky he was indeed.

But money did not last. He gambled greatly.

The windows of Dr. Wolf's consulting rooms on the Boulevard St.
Germain were double-glazed to allow only a pleasing hum of traffic
to penetrate.

"I don't know how it struck you," said Hildegard (Dr. Wolf) to her
patient. "But to me, selling one's soul to the Devil involves
murder. Anything less is not worthy of the designation. You can
sell your soul to a number of agents, let's face it, but to the
Devil there has to be a killing or so involved. In my case, it was
many years ago, I was treating a patient who became psychologically
dependent on me. A young man, not very nice. His problem was a
tendency to suicide. One was tempted to encourage him in his
desire. He was simply nasty, simply cruel. His fortune was immense.
I was offered a sum of money by his cousin, the next of kin, to
slide this awful young man down the slope. But I didn't. I sensed
the meanness of the cousin, and doubted whether he would really
have parted with the money once my patient was dead. I refused.
Perhaps, if I had been offered a substantially larger sum, I would
have made that pact with the Devil. Who knows? As it was, I said
no, I wouldn't urge the awful young man to take his own life. In
fact I encouraged him to live. But to do otherwise would have
definitely, I think, led to his death and I would have been guilty
of murder."

"Did he ever take his life, then?"

"No, he is alive today."

The Englishman was looking at Hildegard in a penetrating way as if
to read her true thoughts. Perhaps he wondered if she was in fact
trying to tell him that she doubted his story. He wanted to get
away from her office, now. He had paid for his first session on
demand, a very stiff fee, as he reckoned, of fifteen hundred
dollars for three quarters of an hour. But she talked on. He sat
and listened with a large bulging leather briefcase at his

For the rest of the period she told him she had been living in
Paris now for over twelve years, and found it congenial to her way
of life and her work. She told him she had a great many friends in
the fields of medicine, music, religion and art, and although well
into her forties, it was just possible she might still marry. "But
I would never give up my profession," she said. "I do so love

His time was up, and she had not asked him a single question about
himself. She took it for granted he would continue with her. She
shook hands and told him to fix his next appointment with the
receptionist. Which, in fact, he did.

It was towards the end of that month that Hildegard asked him her
first question.

"What can I do for you?" she said, as if he was positively
intruding on her professional time.

He gave her an arrogant look, sweeping her face. "First," he said,
"I have to tell you that I'm wanted by the police on two counts:
murder and attempted murder. I have been wanted for over twenty
years. I am the missing Lord Lucan."

from AIDING AND ABETTING © Copyright 2001 by Muriel Spark.
Reprinted with permission by Doubleday

Aiding and Abetting
by by Muriel Spark

  • Genres: Fiction
  • hardcover: 176 pages
  • Publisher: Doubleday
  • ISBN-10: 0385501536
  • ISBN-13: 9780385501538