Family dynamics are difficult enough to put to paper without the added
pressure of describing how a group of blood relatives can overcome a disease
like paranoid schizophrenia and, if not overcome it, live with it. Greg
Bottoms's book, ANGELHEAD: My Brother's Descent Into Madness, is a painful
but thoughtful look at a brother's illness and the complicated emotional and
physical world into which his family enters with him.
The everyday activities of someone with this disease are astutely rendered
here by Bottoms, who, although obviously touched in so many ways by his
brother's journey, maintains an aura of calm and collectedness throughout the
book. He doesn't pity his brother, himself, his parents, or the doctors who
attempt to lay a melange of possible verdicts at the family's feet when
prognoses are uncovered. The parts of the book that jump off the page at you
are Bottoms's descriptions of his brother's facial expressions and physical
reactions to things. And it is ultimately the honor and humanity of his
family that shines through --- the decision-making, the second-guessing,
their unending and determined faith that they will find a way to help Michael.
Michael's disease is colorful in terms of the images and thought patterns
that plague him during his days. Bottoms manages to impart these strange and
disturbing experiences to us without making us pity Michael but almost marvel
at the depths of his imagination, as hurtful and dangerous as its
repercussions may sometimes be. It is truly a wonder that a brother could
write with such an alarming sense of presence and authority about something
that has threatened to tear the very fabric of his life apart for so many
years. Greg Bottoms clearly considered long and hard how to tell Michael's
story, and his growing abilities have allowed him to draw us into a strange
and hot-tempered world into which we would never have stepped otherwise ---
unless we were in their same situation.
ANGELHEAD is a hard read, but extremely moving and indicative of one man's
struggle to love unconditionally in spite of a debilitating disease that
haunts his family like an unremitting demon.
--- Reviewed by Jana Siciliano