I was alone in the courtroom, sitting at counsel's table with a
single slim folder opened before me. I had studied the photograph
inside it hundreds of times in my office, but this morning I stared
at it again for a different purpose.
The overhead shot of Amanda Quillian on a steel gurney had been
taken at the morgue, shortly before her autopsy was performed eight
months ago. Circular bruises were clustered on her throat, and
crescent-shaped abrasions ringed the discolored areas of her skin,
outlining the exact place where someone had ended her life by
crushing her neck with his hands.
"Loneliest seat in town. Prosecutor in a domestic standing up
before twelve good men and true -- plus a few whacky broads mixed
in -- with a wee bit of circumstantial evidence, a snitch with a
rap sheet longer than a roll of toilet paper, and no idea who
actually squeezed the breath out of the late, lovely Mrs.
I looked up at the sound of Mike Chapman's voice. "I didn't hear
the door open. Is it unlocked already?"
Mike's smile was readiest at any chance to tease me. He brushed
back his dark hair from his broad forehead, even his eyes laughing
as he shook his head while reminding me of the uphill struggle that
was about to unfold at trial.
"No. Artie Tramm let me in. Said to tell you the judge gave him
orders to admit the riffraff at nine fifteen. Get rid of your
coffee and say a little prayer to Our Lady of the Perpetually
"It gives me such a warm feeling in my gut when the detective who
made the arrest lacks conviction before even one of my witnesses is
"Conviction? This may be the last time you get to use that
word for a while, Coop."
Mike walked toward the well of the courtroom as I stood and took
the last slug of cold coffee. "Three cups should do it," I said,
tossing the cardboard container into the trash can. "Three cups and
several hundred butterflies floating around inside me."
"You still get 'em?"
"Put me out to pasture if I'm ever trying a major case and tell you
He looked at the blowup of Amanda Quillian's face. "She talking to
you, Coop? That why you slipped up here at eight thirty?"
I didn't answer. Mike Chapman and I had worked together on
homicides for more than a decade, well familiar with each other's
habits. We were professional partners and close friends. Mike knew
that yesterday I had asked Artie, the officer in charge of Part 83
of the Supreme Court of New York County, Criminal Division, for
permission to come up early to spend an hour in the courtroom
before the day's proceedings began.
The large shopping cart that had become the favorite conveyance for
prosecutorial case files over the last twenty years was parked
behind my chair. It was loaded with Redwelds, part of every
litigator's organizational system, and within them an array of
colored folders -- purple for each civilian witness, blue for NYPD
cops and detectives, green for medical and forensic experts, and a
few yellow ones for the names my adversary had turned over as part
of the defendant's case. The lower rack held the dozens of physical
exhibits I planned to introduce into evidence, all of which had
been pre-marked for identification to save time during the
"Hey, Mike," Artie Tramm called out as he stepped into the back of
the room. "You see the game last night? The Yankees were hitting
like it was a home-run derby."
"Ms. Cooper had me hand-holding witnesses till ten o'clock. I only
caught the last inning. Good thing they can hit 'cause the pitching
staff is having a problem finding the plate this year."
"You got a crowd growing out there, Alex," Artie said, pointing in
the direction of the door. "I guess that's why they moved you to
this part, so there's enough staff to control 'em. Lucky you came
up when you did. Need anything?"
"I'm set, Artie. Thanks." I started to arrange my folders and
notepads on the table.
"She needs a killer. She needs a stone-cold murderer I can drag in
here in handcuffs before she makes her closing argument in three
weeks," Mike said. "Do Coop a favor and keep your eyes open for
Artie laughed. "I think you got a few possibilities in the peanut
The long corridors at 100 Centre Street were bookended with
oversize courtrooms, and this case had been assigned to one. The
Quillian matter had been high-profile since the victim's body was
found in her town house in the East Eighties, half a block away
from the Metropolitan Museum of Art, and the supervising judge had
known from the time of the arraignment that the trial would draw
spectators. Murder, money, and marital infidelity brought out the
curious, who would fill the benches and choose sides to root for
like fans at a wrestling match.
"Too bad you couldn't hear the openings yesterday. They were both
good," Artie said to Mike, twisting the ends of his handlebar
mustache with his right hand as he walked to the judge's bench. His
left thumb was hooked on the waist of his blue serge pants, which
drooped below his paunch. "Both real good."
Because Mike would testify as a witness, he was not allowed to be
in the courtroom for any other parts of the trial. "Scale of one to
ten, how would you rate them?"
"Mike, please don't -- "
"Go about your business, Ms. Cooper. Ignore us. Don't tell me you
didn't read your own reviews in this morning's papers?" Mike
grinned at me, running his fingers through his shock of black
Artie was taking the judge's water pitcher to be filled. "Trust me.
She was a lot better than that columnist said in the Daily News. I
mean, it's not exactly like they're criticizing Alex. It's the
facts that don't seem so strong. I'd give Alex a nine, but I'd give
her case a three," Artie said to Mike. Then he seemed to remember
that I was also there. "I hope you're saving some surprises for
"Ten. A perfect ten. He's so smooth. I tell you, Mike, I ever get
the urge to kill somebody? Lem Howell's my mouthpiece." The door
swung closed behind Artie Tramm.
"I didn't mean to stir the pot, Coop."
"About our case?"
"About Lem Howell. Did Laura give you the list of calls to make
"She wasn't in yet when I got to your office." Mike was dressed in
his trademark navy blazer and charcoal gray slacks. His pale blue
shirt was unbuttoned at the collar and his rep tie unknotted and
casually crisscrossed under the jacket. Both of us -- Mike, taller
than six feet, and me, five ten without my heels -- seemed
swallowed up by the large, empty courtroom.
"It's on her desk." I liked the flow of a trial to be seamless.
Witnesses were lined up days ahead of time, placed on standby, and
asked to juggle busy professional schedules to appear as needed.
Most jurors became annoyed when unnecessary delays extended the
length of their service. There would be things none of us could
control -- the juror whose subway train gets stuck or whose
babysitter doesn't show or who claims his cat swallowed a hair ball
and has to go to the vet -- but Mike and my paralegal, Maxine,
would monitor the lineup I had organized to keep my presentation
"Anything else I -- "
"See you at one."
"Don't get short with me, kid. I'm with you on this. You just got
to be realistic about our chances. I'm sorry if I broke your
"That's not all you're trying to break."
I put Amanda Quillian's photograph back in the folder and replaced
it on the cart.
"So you got up here early to avoid running the gauntlet into the
courtroom, you brought all the exhibits with you -- and I guess
you've made your peace with Amanda."
It was something I did at the beginning of every murder trial, just
my own quiet way of getting ready to go into battle. Within the
hour, every aspect of this woman's personal life would be exposed
to the jury -- and to the public. The most intimate details of her
daily affairs would be offered up for dissection -- by me as well
as by the defense -- most of them things she had talked about, if
at all, only with people she trusted and loved.
As soon as the doors were unlocked, the first two rows behind me,
on both sides of the aisle, would be crammed with reporters from
each of the city's newspapers, and the television and radio
stations, as well as stringers for the national media. The bench
after that one was reserved for the victim's family -- her elderly
mother, two sisters, and several of her closest friends. The rest
of the audience would be a mix of locals who braved the intense
heat of the June day, some who were courthouse regulars who liked
the show -- no matter what the crime -- and others because cameras
aren't allowed in New York State trials, meaning no gavel-to-gavel
coverage of the case on Court TV. And, of course, also attending
would be the young Legal Aid lawyers and my colleagues from the
Manhattan District Attorney's Office, slipping in between their own
calendar calls to study Lem Howell's style or lend me moral
I knew my case cold. I knew its weaknesses and more of its strong
points than the twelve jurors and four alternates would ever hear.
Some of the state's evidence had been suppressed by the judge in
pretrial hearings as inadmissible or potentially prejudicial, and
Howell would do his best to limit me even further with every
application I made. I had already prepared for the testimony that
would be elicited today. I didn't need this time to do any
I had used the last half hour to think about Amanda Quillian. Mike
was right -- she had talked to me, over and over, through the
various forms of evidence he and I had gathered in the months after
I looked at the morgue photograph to remind myself of how
eloquently she had told her story, from the outset, by the horrific
damage done to her strong, healthy body. I looked at it to remind
me of the outrage I had felt when Mike Chapman had first called to
ask me to meet him at the medical examiner's office to see his
victim -- one of three homicides that had occurred in Manhattan on
that cool fall afternoon. I looked at it to remind me that I had
been invested with the trust of those who'd loved her to seek some
kind of justice for the killer -- the killers -- of Amanda
"Detective Michael Patrick Chapman, Second Grade, Manhattan North
Homicide Squad, do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth,
and nothing but the truth -- so help you God?" The powerful voice
of my adversary boomed from the doorway that one of the court
officers had unlocked for him.
"Lemuel Howell the Third. My very favorite black panther," Mike
said, swinging open the gate that separated the well of the
courtroom from the gallery. His reference described Howell's lean,
elegant frame and his skin color, not his politics.
"Alexandra, my friend, good morning." Lem rested his monogrammed
leather briefcase on the floor beside his chair, then stepped over
to shake hands with Mike. He reached out his arm to grasp my elbow,
leaning over to kiss me on the cheek. Lem had always been a toucher
-- the arm-stroking, back-rubbing, hand-grasping contact kind, all
the while locking eyes and willing you to engage with him.
"Looking cool, collected, and with a faint scent of jasmine in that
perfume today," he said, lifting his nose to sniff the air near my
"Lavender, actually. But thanks."
"You might find this a bit of useful information for your off-duty
life, Detective. Coco Chanel believed that women ought to dab
perfume on themselves wherever they might like to be kissed," Lem
said, pinching my arm before he let it go.
"Then you should be sniffing a little closer to Coop's ass than her
ear," Mike said, as Lem winked at me -- tapping his long fingers on
my pile of folders before returning to his table. "You're looking
mighty fine yourself, Counselor. Guess it's that razzle-dazzle
moment for the jury."
Lem was as strong on substance as he was on style. He had been one
of my first supervisors when I'd arrived in the office as a rookie
prosecutor, before he left for a lucrative partnership in the
litigation department of a midtown law firm.
Lemuel Howell III had the eloquence of the great black preachers,
the brain and wit of a superb trial lawyer, and the looks of a
leading man in a 1940s noir film -- his wavy hair pomaded into
place, straight back without a part. By the end of voir dire -- in
this matter a four-day exercise weeding through 182 prospective
jurors -- he had most of them ready to eat out of his hand before
they'd heard the first prosecution witness.
He opened the brass locks on the briefcase and placed a sheaf of
papers on his desk before removing a thick, gold fountain pen from
his breast pocket. Then he smoothed the front of his beige
"And you, Michael Patrick? You've detected, deduced, and done
Alexandra's bidding for the better part of a year, and still no
"If only your client would loosen up and let me know who he paid to
do the kill, maybe I could twist Coop's arm to cut him a
"He can't tell you what he doesn't know, can he?"
"Save that line of bull for the jury." Mike slapped Lem on the back
as Artie Tramm returned with the water pitcher and told us that he
was ready to open the doors. "And go easy on her, Mr. Triplicate,
you know how Coop hates to lose."
Triplicate was what the courthouse reporters called Lem Howell, not
for the Roman numeral III in his name, but for his habit of
phrasing his descriptions in threesomes. Yesterday, in his opening
remarks, Amanda's death was "admittedly savage, barbaric, and the
cowardly work of a dangerous madman"; his client was "innocent,
falsely accused, and horribly distraught by his wife's untimely
demise"; and the People's case was "dreadfully flimsy, paper-thin,
a gossamer web of fabrications."
"Both sides ready?" Artie Tramm asked.
I nodded while Lem gave him a firm "Yes, sir."
Tramm opened the door on the far side of the judge's bench, which
led to the small barred holding pen to which Brendan Quillian had
been delivered earlier this morning from his cell in the Tombs. I
watched as one of the officers removed Quillian's handcuffs and
walked behind him into the courtroom, to place him next to Howell
so jurors would not know he had been incarcerated pending
The defendant was dressed in one of his elegant Brioni suits,
probably for the first time since the day of his arrest. He was as
tall as Mike Chapman but with a beefier build, and his brown hair
was showing streaks of gray, despite the fact that he had just
turned thirty-five. He fixed on me with an icy look as he crossed
behind his table, a glare made all the more sinister by the cast of
his right eye. Brendan Quillian had been blinded in that eye by a
childhood accident, and I swiveled away from its glassy, dead stare
as he squinted at me.
"Smart move," Mike whispered, oblivious to the quick exchange.
"Howell's the perfect lawyer for this case."
Quillian and Howell were animatedly talking to each other.
"He's the perfect lawyer for any case."
"Your middle-class white jurors won't want to think Quillian did it
-- don't understand domestic violence when it happens outside the
ghetto. Your upper-class white women will think he's too handsome
to be guilty, and your upper-class white men -- "
"When's the last time you saw an upper-class white man on a
Manhattan jury?" I asked. "They use every excuse in the book to
"And your blacks -- dammit, I guess everybody in the room -- will
fall under the spell of the silver tongue of Lem Howell."
"I'm ready to open the doors, Mike," Artie said.
"My money's on you, kid. Make 'em believe, okay?" Mike said,
slapping the table and heading to the courtroom door. "See you at
He walked out against the flow of incoming traffic, while I seated
myself at the table with my back to the benches. The first five
reporters made a beeline for Howell. The district attorney, Paul
Battaglia, had firm rules that forbade each of us from talking to
the press while a case was pending. Lem Howell, however, would leak
like a sieve from now until the moment of the verdict, feeding the
media tidbits helpful to his client that the jury would never be
allowed to hear. So I sucked it up and sat quietly in place while
the officers filled the rows with curious onlookers and tried to
keep order in the court.
"Put your newspapers under your seats," Tramm roared at the two
hundred spectators. "No reading materials, no food or beverages, no
cell phones, no talking among yourselves.
"All rise," Tramm continued, "the Honorable Frederick Gertz
The door from his robing room opened and the stern-faced Gertz,
five foot six, strode into the well and climbed the three steps to
"Good morning, Ms. Cooper, Mr. Howell."
"Good morning, Your Honor," we both answered.
Jonetta Purvis, the court clerk, was standing at her desk close to
the defense table.
"The defendant and his lawyer are present, the assistant district
attorney is present. Shall we bring in the jurors, Your
"You both ready to go forward? Any housekeeping to attend
"Ready," I said. I pushed the indictment aside -- the written
instrument that charged Brendan Quillian with "Murder in the Second
Degree and Conspiracy to Commit the Crime of Murder in the Second
Degree" -- and reached for the thick purple folder beneath
Artie stood by the door next to the judge's bench and opened it.
The group of sixteen -- the first twelve chosen and four alternates
-- filed in, taking their seats in the two rows closest to my desk.
They fidgeted as they settled down, some staring at Quillian and
Howell, others focusing on me and the full shopping cart behind
It was impossible to imagine how jurors had been able to obey the
judge's instructions not to listen to television accounts or read
stories about the case. I stifled my desire to scan the group to
see what reading materials each had brought along. Last evening's
news had led with a summary of the opening-day arguments, and this
morning's New York Post banner -- dial m for mogul: hubby
hires hitman -- would have been visible on every subway and bus
route that carried these folks downtown.
I lifted the flap of the folder and squinted at the bright yellow
Post-it note stuck to my punch list of questions. It was in Lem's
handwriting, slipped onto the file when he had stepped over to
greet me minutes ago. Alex -- take your best shot. If you
remembered half of what I taught you, you wouldn't be leading off
with Kate. Beneath the warning he had scrawled another word:
Gertz's eyes swept the courtroom, making sure he had everyone's
attention before he pointed his gavel in my direction. "Call your
first witness, Miss Cooper."
My voice caught in my throat as I stood, and I coughed to clear it
as I started the People's case. I didn't need to look over at Lem
to let him know he had scored his first hit.